only until you lose everything, then you will know what you really have.
it happened again today...
so i was working in my cubical. and right out side of it they are having a demonstration thing where i will be apart of it later. my manager talks about me to the group of people and ask me to come out and introduce myself. i do so and right when i step out of my cubical the only female in the group of people exclaims and says "wow, you have nice hair!"... like sincerely too. and then my manager and boss explain now this is just one of many of my hair styles.
the other time this happen was at safeway when at first the clerk asked me how long it took me to fix my hair everyday. i reply saying it's really only 5 mins. and then as i walk away from the clerk, the bagger girl says "woah you do have good hair"
its one of those things like.. its so surprising to them.. that i dont know how to reply to it.. i say "thanks" and get dumbfounded.
so just a little low down of my life.
its been sucking.
i mean besides the hanging out with friends and celebrating fallon's birthday.. its just be takeover by the shadow of time.
luck is not on my side this year.. next year.. after the lunar new years.. it should be getting better.
oh yeah. xmas is coming up. the apartment is looking so holidayish. a whole live tree.. lights everywhere and decorations everywhere. i like it a lot.
"i'd catch a grenade for you..." bruno mars gonna pick up the ugly chicks for you.
i love xmas shopping!
buying for others. just trying to figure out how your friends are.. and what they will like.. its just fun.
then looking at all the crazy mother fuckers shopping at the malls is a plus!
i totally want to take a pic with santa!! but i dont think anyone will do that with me :( cuz i know its costly.. but wouldn't it be so fuckin awesome to sit on his lap and take a bad ass pic??
like a freaked out scared pic!
when you have nothing, everything starts coming to you.